2002-02-04 [ words you've hoped to never hear at 1am. ]
her: alan!! I'm here, online...i have my own
computer again.
her: I miss you!!
me: hey sweetheart
her: I need to talk to you
me: I miss you too
me: okay
her: i need help so badly
her: i'm in a mess
me: online? or want me to call you?
me: what's up?
her: i'm a heroin addict
her: i've been doing it for about 3 months
insert parts of conversation here
her: i just hate being alive so much..this makes
it easier, if only for a few minutes
her: i'm just...i'm dying... my body is falling
apart, and i can't stop.
insert dramatic parts here
me: i love you **name**
me: i love you so much
her: i love you too
me: i know i never tell you enough
me: and i know i have been gone
me: but i've always loved you
her: you're the only person that could've made me
feel better tonight
her: you too
me: :-)
me: you've been the only person that i could
be near with tears in my eyes
her: oh...sweetie..we'll be together again someday
her: you're making me cry..stop it
me: okay, what if i make this face
me: but you can't really see it
her: that worked
insert other words here here
her: i miss you. thank you for talking to me.
her: you really helped
her: i'[ll try to drop you a line tonight or tomorrow
me: okay
her: love you
me: i love you **name**
me: take care of yourself
you can't leave me, what the hell am i gonna do on this fucking place by myself??
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