Did I ever mention I always have the television on although I�m never watching it? It�s like music on when I�m asleep. For once I was actually watching the television. Michael Jackson was having an interview and who am I to miss that? WHAT COULD POSSIBLY TURN MY ATTENTION?

I flipped on Fox during commercial on the Jackson interview. They were doing a special on heroine on the east coast. Who did they interview? A nineteen-year-old girl name Jenny from Baltimore hooked on heroine.

My heart just sinks. What if our last moments were spent saying goodbye at the greyhound station? It wasn�t my best friend Jennifer Robyn Mcdill from Columbia (just outside of Baltimore)that was on, but it might just as well have been. Where can I go from here? Except to believe in her that she�ll make it through.

I wish you well red.